I respect every person and their respective jobs and I also respect their love and dedication to those jobs. When I first created my character, I chose Thief as it's primary job. It was a struggle to get to level 30. Once I did, I decided to unlock Dark Knight because the concept of a destructive knight of darkness caught my attention more than another or Primary or Advanced job. Soon after I leveled
DRK to 75, I felt that I owed some respects to
THF because it help me start out and understand the game as I leveled it. I soon found myself with a level 75
THF. I enjoyed leveling
THF much more than I enjoyed
DRK. However, I had a huge attachment to my
DRK.
As I got involved in endgame, My THF was of great use. I helped others get the items they need via the THF "Treasure Hunter" abilities, I attended events on THF to get items for DRK, and I used my THF to gather items and materials to sell for profit. Although my THF was very busy, my DRK received most of the rewards and equipment. My DRK grew but my THF did not. At this point it was clear that I was much more stronger and useful as a Dark Knight.
Although I felt stronger on DRK, linkshell leaders found my THF to be more useful whenever they needed the Treasure Hunter ability. Nearly 90% of End-Game events required me to attend as THF. At this point I started to dislike THF, I felt used and weak. I had no other purpose but to attack monsters to activate that Treasure Hunter ability that has hindered my power as a player.
At this point, I became furious whenever I was asked to come THF to End-Game events. As a result I leveled a job similar to DRK but held more popularity, Warrior. Although my warrior grew just as powerful as my beloved DRK, it did not prove to be a solution to my THF dilemma. This made me hate my THF.... the job that helped me experience FFXI as a rookie. I had so much hate for this job, that I took immediate action and I was going to make sure this action solved my problem.
My THF is no longer leveled to be useful in End-Game. I spent an entire night allowing monsters to kill me so my THF would loose experience and ultimately level down. Many respected this decision, others hated me for it. As it stands now, I am happy. I get to evenly attend events on the two jobs I love. I was so relieved about the thought of never being THF again that I leveled a new job, Paladin. Although new and undergeared, my PLD is growing. In time my three jobs will achieve great things, but for now I must bid farewell to my thf. A job I truely hate.